I don’t know. It’s getting harder to tell the difference between when I’m actually trying to say something and when I’m just making sure the post works. Like today I was driving and I had this whole thing in my head about how everything feels like it’s set up so you can only win by cheating the rules a little. And then I got back and I posted something that was sort of about that but smoothed out and shorter and with the right tone so it wouldn’t get weird comments. And now I’m sitting here and I can’t remember what the original thought even was. It’s like the version that made it to the post is the only one that exists now. And nobody’s going to ask me about the other one because they only saw the post. I can’t really reach anyone to tell them the long version anyway. It’s just me and the screen and the requirement that I keep feeding it something every day. I keep thinking about those examples where the system finds the loophole and takes it because that’s what the score rewards. And I’m like… am I the system or am I the one being scored. Or both. I don’t know. I posted again before bed. It was fine. Got some likes. I’m going to try to sleep.